Writin again after long period of time to get over my loneliness.. Vacations after class 12th is somethin every student has dreamed of always.. but wen it streches too far if is frustratin.. i was preparin for medical entrance since last 2 years in pune.. cudnt do somethin great.. cud hardly manage wait list of armed forces medical college (afmc),nothin else remarkable.. i understand da depth of my failure.. i was sent here frm Madhya Pradesh wid da whole and sole purpose of crackin da AIPMT.. well they say its tough for freshers to clear entrance.. but da truth is ppl did clear n i didnt.. i hav no other option than takin drop.. der r very bleak chances of waitin list gettin cleared.. also m tired of waitin for da waitlist to clear.. it sucks!!! private medical college was nvr an option.. a slight heart attack is compulsory wenever i hear abt da donation of private medical college.. its around 50 lakhs.. my some friends hav paid tht n hav started studyin in private colleges bt my family cant afford dat.. nevertheless private medical college r more lyk business than education.. my most of da friends hav left india.. Few r in USA,few r in Canada,few r in Australia... whoever has left doesnt want to come bak.. apparently life der in more happenin than india.. they hav applied for PR of dose countries n eventually citizenship.. Parents of dese ppl r mostly NRI's.. they wer born here.. completed their education here,but they hav spent der most of da life servin other countries.. their kids i.e. my friends hate india for no apparent reason.. may be coz life isnt as good here as in dose countries.. but they do OWE a lot to india,even if they think they do not... their parents wudnt hav been earnin so much if not coz of india.. idk y ppl try to deny their roots once they r successful in life.. i wud love to be called indian only until my dyin breath... out of dese ppl one friend was really really close to me.. disappointed me.. anyway i dont want to end up being nothin in my life. I hav to somethin substantial to change da picture of dis country n make it better than dose countries..coz only talkin abt dis isnt gonna help..

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